My 1st Practicum experience...^_^

09-04-09,Thursday.


Today was my 1st practicum visitation, which means that the supervisor from RTRC would be visiting my centre to supervise my routine care and lesson time. I was extremely nervous. Rush out the last minute preparation last night till 2am, last few nights i have been sleeping only 5 hrs per day. Damn tired...slept till 8am then rush to my centre. Gotta take time to set up the place and prepare for lesson. 10.15am, the supervisor arrived at my centre, she really punctual leh. Dunno what happened to my K1 children today, most of them were trying to be funny. Fortunately, i still have my own way to handle them without shouting and yelling at them. After lesson, started to shower(that is my routine care) children 1 by 1. Supervisor requested only showered 6 children. After that, meeting with her. I was so suprised by the comment that she gave me. She praised me that i did a very good job,lesson is well-organised,has establised a close rapport with children, calm, confident etc. I was really happy when i heard, i thought my performance was not good. wakaka...so proud of myself. Before she left, she says :"Wai Ling, you are really suit to be in this line, keep it up."
After sending her off, i was showing my practicum report to my supervisor and aunty cleaner happily. Babe, you are the first person who comes to my mind. How i wish i could show the report to you and you are the 1st person who sees.
Today finished work at 7pm, trying to called Babe but he din answer. After that, msg to Sister Alison, Rou Thieng and Row Lee and tell them the good news. They were so happy for me...lol. Shaun was back from India(attending army practice there) and he called me to asked abt my practicum. He wanted to celebrated for me at Coffee Bean @Rail Mall. Called Babe to asked permission to go,so i agreed to meet up with him at 10pm. We changed to another restaurant due to too crowded at Coffee Bean. Shaun shared his experience in India with me, and he is going for the parachute course and need to practice jumping down from the planes next week. He comments that he rather not to promoted to become Army Captain. I also rather not to promoted to become teacher...but i'm not being choosen. Haiz...life is like that.
Reached home at 12.30am, took a quick showered then went to my bed. Good night, Babe.
ZzzzZzzz

My great and exciting weekend

21/03/09, Saturday

Ms Ng wanted to clear 2 hrs time off for me, working 9am to 2pm today. Was really headache when i saw the number of children present today( usually don't have so many children coming on saturday). Myself, Si HUi and Xiao Yue were working today, but seem like i was the only person working...I HATE THE FEELING, VERY UNFAIR. I gotta kept Hao Min with me the whole day as he tends to bite and beat children without any reason...NO: 1 DANGER, another child is Yao An, same things to him also...NO: 2 DANGER.
Finally, it was 2 pm and every child also went home. After finished compiling the N2 Math workbook, 3 of us took LRT together. Today was the 2nd Sat didn't work with Rina, we used to had breakfast together, washed mattress cots, wash toys together and even walk together to her house after work. Not used to it.
Rina, I miss u very much. Dunno how are you today.
Reached home at 2.45pm, played with Angie and Oreo then chat with Sis Alison when she came home. My PCM group members asked me to go out for movie,"Hotel for Dogs", tempted to watch with them. Unfortunately, raining heavily outside and i couldn't go anywhere and nothing to do so i surfed net. Chat with Jemy for a while, feel sleepy and went to take a nap. Before taking a nap, i called Kevin and says that i'm not going out for movie. While i was enjoying my sweet dream, Sis Rou Thieng callled and asked me to meet up with her @ Toa Payoh. Don't really feel like travelling so far, but i didn't met her 4 quite sometimes so i agreed to meet up with her.
Went to ate dinner with her and her hubby at Toa Payoh Central, after dinner they brought me to shop around there. We passed by the Durian stall, tempted to eat but my throat was not well. A pair of couples passed by us, the guy asked his gf: "Dear,You want to eat Durian or not"?, But he was looking at me instead of his gf. Bro Joo Lam answered: "I want to eat" to the guy,his gf was staring at us. I know it was a bit rude to do that, but Bro Joo Lam says it was meant to give the guy a lesson...lol. After that, we went to the 2nd highest HDB Flat in S'pore. The highest is at Payah Lebah (50 storey), the 1 that we went is located at Toa Payoh Central(40 storey). We need to took two different lifts up to 40 storey,(1-21) &(21-40).Acrophobia is simply a severe fear of heighs and i'm one of it, i get rapid heart rate and get short of breath when i looked down from 40 storey.My body was a bit shivering, it was so awful . Sis Rou Thieng and her hubby helped me to take some photos. That was really a nice view, we could see Batam, JB and S'pore Flyer from there. After that, we went to Sky Garden @ 10th Floor. Saw a lot of couples dating there...so sweet. After that, we went home to watch the 9,30pm drama. (ToGetHer, acting by Rainie Yang and Jiro Wang. Nice show...lol)
We watched till 11.30pm, i was so sleepy so i went to sleep. I woke up at 3am... can heard that both of them snoring very loudly . My throat was so itchy and i kept coughing. Dunno is bcoz not used to the environment or what, i couldn't sleep again. So irritating...all the way till 6am. Babe, how i wish u could be my side at this time. Sis Rou Thieng woke me up at 7.30am, don't feel like waking up loh. So tired. After went to church and lunch and Bishan, we went to the Highest HDB Flat again. Bro Joo Lam says the view between night and day time is different, so we went up and saw the view again. After that, we went to Toa Payoh Regional Library as i need to search book for my practicumm. Coincidently met Mrs. Wong there, we chat for a while then continue for my books searching. Went back to Cashew after that, missed my bed so much. Fell asleep again...till Aunty Lani woke me up for dinner.
Enjoyed my great weekend so much...wish to have 1 more time again but i would want to sleep the whole night till next day morning and not like this time round. I miss you...Babe.

Fun time with you together, Ms Koo

18/3/09, Wednesday

Today is the 1st lecture for Programme Planning and Transition to P1. Fell asleep during lecture, as the classroom is really cold and i was so tired. Wonder why the management adjust the air-con to so cold??? Yvonne quickly woke me up when she realised that i was felling asleep. Fortunately, Mrs Corina didn't notice...lol. She talked about how important our role as Pre-school teacher for early childhood education. Remembered that she asked us: "Don't you all find that you all are so important to the young children? As in, you all are the 1 who holds their little hands. I added: "Wash their backside." Yvonne burst out laughing, classmate who are sitting behind us also did the same things. Mrs Corina starred at us a few seconds, i pretended to looked at the note. I also dunno why i would says that also...lol. Still very playful and daring...that's me. ^_^
Mrs Corina rewarded us as she released us at 9.45pm (normally class ended at 10pm). Yepee...could go home early. Waited for Sharon outside the toilet, myself and Yvonne took some photos while waiting for her. That's us, like to take photo at everywhere and anytime. (even in toilet...lol)
Still gotta travelled 50mins to reach home...sien ah. Fell asleep in the bus...fortunately didn't miss the bus stop.
Babe, i miss u so much. Wonder what are you doing now...

Good Bye, Rina

17/03/09, Tuesday.


Today was Rina's last day working in AICDC, which means last day i working with her. It's really hard to describe my feeling...sob sob. All along, we have been working as a partner and our relationship was like mother and daughter. Everytime we go shopping, surely the sales girl would mistaken i'm her daughter. She has been teaching me a lot of things...even thought she is naggy but she is very kind and reminds me a lot of things at all the time. I really dunno how to continue working without her, i'm really so used to work with her since i started work there for almost 2 and 1/2 years. She is my motivation for working hard and study, she kept encouraging me not to give up easily. Darling, i know i couldn't b selfish if i ask u to stay on. As i could understand and know you better than anybody does in AICDC. Darling, here i wish u all the best, stay pretty, happy and healthy always. Hope you would like the gift we prepared for you. And i'm sorry that i couldn't control myself and cried in front of you when saying bye bye to you. Coz i'm really miss you...love ya. Looking forward to our KL trip on 30th April...Muacks. You will always in my mind...^_^



Farewell

I wish you farewell,
To new and better things,
No matter how hard it is,
Never give it up.
Reach for what you want,
And you'll soar into the sky.
So long, I bid you a farewell,
No matter how hard it may be to let you go.
I'll see you again,
whether you come to visit or it's in my memories.
Never forget those who love you,
for they are always there for you.
I'm here for you.
I wish you a farewell,
To a new and more exciting adventure.
Although there will be hard times,
Forget them and remember the good ones
You had here with your family and friends.
I'll love you always.
Farewell.

Happy B'th , Babe

16,03,09, Monday.


Today is Babe's 23th b'th. Babe, hope u would like the surprise that i prepared for you. So sad that couldn't celebrate with u this year, really sorry. Enjoy ur b'th celebration with friends ya. Wish u all the best, stay handsome, happy 4ever. And...love me more than ever...lol. Muacks...




A Birthday Sonnet For My LoveAnother year has passed for you, sweetheart;
It's time to cut the cake and celebrate.
And once again, my love, I start to think
Of things about you I appreciate.It means so much to have you in my life;
Your loving care fills up my days with pleasure.
Your warm and giving nature helps create
Close, special times together that I treasure.I live within a safe and steady world,
Because you love me unconditionally.
Your easygoing ways mean that I'm blessed
With peace and joy and blissful harmony.To me your birthday is a precious day;
I hope it brings you joy in every way.

Sick, Babe's b'th surprise.

Poster as Babe's b'th present. Thanks 4 d idea, Jemy.

15-03-09, Sunday.

Staying at home alone in the morning, extremely boring. Wanna go out but i was sick since Wed. My fever was on and off since Wed...sickening. Homesick, I WANNA GO HOME. Surfing net after breakfast, wanted to upload my Blog but couldn't get in the page. No interersting Tv programme to watch, damn boring...no entertainment. Tmr is my Babe's 23th b'th, how i wish i could go back and celeb his b'th. 3 years din celeb with him already, felt so bad. Miss him so much. Trying to think of idea to give him a surprise. Thought of giving a surprise as i asked Jacq to buy a b'th cake and send to his house tmr nite. lol. Jacq promised it, so happy. Msn with Jemy and discuss with her on what to give Babe for b'th present this year. She suggested me to make a poster for him. Finds it interesting, was agreed with her idea. She help me on designing the poster and asked her dear to deliver to Babe tmr nite. Wonder how Babe respond when he receive the surprise.lol. How i wish i could stay by his side now. Miss him so much...huh huh.

Especially for you, Babe

How does one express their love?
When all the words have been already said.
I have expressed to you time and time again.
Just how much i love you.
Along with my fears of waking up one day,
And you aren't there.
I never thought it was possible,
To love someone so deeply,
Like the way i love u.
You are the love of my life,
The reason that i continue to go after my dream,
And the reason why i don't give up.
The most precious gift you have given me,
Is the gift of your love.
A love which is flawless and unconditional.
Our love has no boundaries.
It isn't made up of material possessions,
But is built on pure love, affection and trust.
This Valentine Day,
I give you all of me,
And promise to love you,
Until the end of time.
Loving you forever,
Happy Valentine Day'09.

Heartpain...

13-02-09, Friday

Reached KL Sentral @6.30am, waiting for bro to send Aunty ,Uncle and myself back home. After sending uncle and aunty back to kepong, went to pack breakfast from my bro favourite stall and went back bro's home and eat. Bro fell asleep after breakfast, i couldn't sleep even i was so tired as i din sleep well in train last nite. Worrying my mom, dunno how's her condition as i only know tat she is going for op today. We can only allow to visit her at the visitation hour....wat the rule it's tat? Went to visit my mom with 3rd Aunty and daddy at 3pm...very heavy traffic in kl. Reached hospital at 4.30pm, guess how was my feeling when i c my mom lying on the bed? My heart was so painful and i told myself that i couldn't cry in front of her. My mom used to hug me everytime i reach home, but now... Fortunately, she looks ok. Mummy...i love you.

Valentine Day'09

14-2-09,Saturday

Yeah...today is such a important day. Finally i could celebrate this year 's Valentine Day with Babe, didn't manage to celebrate with him last two years. Bro send me to Babe's hse, too bad we lost our way and stuck in Desa Park City. Babe came to 'rescue" us...lol. After reached Babe's house, he decided to trim my hair. I refused to let him trim as i wanna save the time to go 1U with him, but he insisted. I kept telling him not to trim too short, heart pain when i saw my hair dropping on the floor. When i saw the clock showed 9pm, i asked him how long more he wants to cut. He was very unhappy and shouted at me:" Dun wan to cut then dun cut, i keep everything now." First time i saw babe so angry, i was shock and dunno wat to do. I quickly says sorry to him and says i want to continue and trim my hair. He ignored me and went to his room to change. He din shower, asked me wait for him in his car and he went to lock the door. I was so regret, i shoudn't rush him just now. I tried to holds his hands when he was driving, he swing my hands away. I know he was very angry, i apologised to him and he says he dun wan to hear any sorry. I was scare, i cried secretly. After reach 1U, we went to buy earing for my sis in law as i already promise my bro to buy on his behalf. Babe called Jemy and asked where was she and her bf. They just finish movie and going to eat dinner. We planned to watch movie earlier, but we saw there was a very long q at both cinema. Decided not to watch, went to search food. We passed by F.O.S shop, Babe says want to buy pants. We went inside to look around, Jemy and her dear came along also. First time c Jemy's dear... hmm...Jemy's taste is rather good hoh. lol After that, both of us were extremely hungry and continue to search food. Most of the restaurant closed at 10pm, the rest were very long q. Finally, we decided to eat Burger King. The most Yummy Burger King i have ever eaten b4...lol.
After dinner,.we tried to get to car park. But we realised the entrance and most exit were close. We went a big round and walked very long way. My both legs were painful as i was wearing high heel...sickening. Babe asked me to take off my shoe and walk, i walked without shoe a while. Trying to wear back shoe when i saw ppl starring at me. Babe took off his shoe and acpy me to walk together. So sweet...^_^ We walked up the staircase, Babe trying to scared me and say somebody is behind me. He ran up very fast and i was chasing after him. Finally we reached the car park floor, i challenged Babe to run with me. We ran along the car park, i won him...lol Second round, we challenged to c who reach the car 1st. This time round Babe won me. This was really an exciting experience...and think of that is really dangerous. If there is any car come along the way we run, either 1 of us would die on the road. On the way home, coincidently we listen to the 'yin wei wo xiang xin' by 'xing guang bang.' This is the song that i like most, coz it's meaningful and i would think of Babe everytime i listen to this song. i lean againts Babe's shoulder, felt so warm. I like this feeling, how i could wish everything and time stop at this seconds. Reached Babe's hse, chat with Jemy while waiting for Babe to shower. Asked Jemy to go along and sent me home. Babe decided to brought us to my favourite place and eat 'Lala'...happy. After finished eating supper, Babe sent me home. Today is such a wonderful day. Babe...thanks 4 everything.

experience with Tigerairways

Taken this from the window seat, just before departure from kl.

23-12-08, Tuesday.

Today, taking 7.45am flight back to S'pore for AICDC X'mas celebration. How i wish i could celebrate x'mas with Babe in kl, but too bad i need to go back for work. Woke up at 5am, bro send me to LCCT at 5.35am. After check in at Tigerairways counter, had breakfast with bro at Asian Kitchen. Really dun feel like going back s'pore, but still gotta leave. Trying to called babe before i went in the gate, he din pick up as he was still sleeping. Miss him so much...how i wish we were taking plane go for holiday now. Got to sit at the window side, managed to c the nice scenary of m'sia. Love tis place so much. After travelled for 55mins, reached S'pore budget terminal. Bro Sunny wanted to fetch me from airport, i rejected as i dun want him to waste time and wait for me at the airport. Took a cab back to centre, spent $32 on the taxi fare. Expensive...man. After settled all the children down, teachers started our own x'mas celebration. Babe called me at 1.30pm, just the moment before we start our celebration. I cried when i heard babe's voice, coz i really miss him very badly. Daddy, Mummy...i miss u too.

trip back to kuala Lumpur -20/12/08 to 23/12/08

X'mas and Valentine's present from Babe...love it so much.
X'mas and Valentine's present for Babe

2o/12/08,Saturday.
Today is our centre's P.T.M, feeling excited coz i'm going back kl after P.T.M. Can't describe how excited and happy my feeling... lol. Finally, 3.30pm. My 2 partners were still meeting parents, as promised by my ass supervisor i can leave anytime after 3.30pm. Yeepy...quickly grab my bag and say goodbye to all my colleagues. Went to buy my mom's favourite mix nuts and a x'mas cum valentine's present for my babe at Lot 1. Bro Sunny called and rushed me to go home as he needs to send me to Harbour Front by 4.30pm. Wahlau...i have only 10mins to reached home, quickly ran to the taxi stand and took a cab back home. I need to travelled an hour to reach Harbour Front, quickly went to collect my coach ticket. 5.30pm, coach attendance directed me the way to go up the coach. Coach is provided meal to us, i was eating chicken rice for dinner. Yummy...hee. Looking forward to reach destination...kept looking at my watch coz very soon i can c my babe liao as he promised to fetch me. Babe was late due to traffic jam, a bit dissapoited coz waited for him quite long. After got into babe's car, i talked non stop. hee...can't change my talkative character. Really miss him very much, heartpain when i realised he lost weight. Could't wait to give the present to him, his facial expression was so funny. Surprise? Happy? Angry? After a while, he gave me a square and nice wrapping box also. I was really touched when i opened it up, both of us bought a watch for each other. Appreciated it so much... Babe, i love you.